Raise
your hand if you’d like to have a better memory. Now, imagine having a brain that could
remember every day of your life from the time you were around 10. There really is such a condition. Neurobiologists call it “Superior
Autobiographical Memory,” and have only found 37 people on Earth with the
condition, including the actress Marilu Henner.
These people aren’t geniuses; they make average grades in school. They aren’t any better than the rest of us at
remembering lists, numbers or trivia.
But name a date, any date, to someone with this condition, and they can
tell you what day of the week it was, what the weather was like, what they wore
that day and what they did. The first
person to be diagnosed with this condition was Jill Price, who wrote a memoir a
few years ago. In her book, she talks
about living with a superior memory. She
can remember every episode from the TV shows she loved. When she worked as a secretary at a law firm,
her skills came in very handy. But it
turns out this condition is more of a curse than a blessing. She writes, “Imagine being able to remember
every fight you ever had with a friend, every time someone let you down, all
the stupid mistakes you've ever made.”
I doubt anyone here has superior
autobiographical memory. But we all know
what it’s like to suddenly remember a mistake we made long ago, that we thought
we had forgotten. Maybe a person we hurt
brings it up; maybe lying in bed, the memory just flashes randomly through our
brain. Either way, it’s amazing the
amount of shame we feel in those moments; it’s almost a physical pain. If we could pay someone to erase those
memories from our minds, wouldn’t it be worth it? I think this is one reason many of us have a
sort of uneasy relationship with God. We
know we’ve done bad things. We’ve been
able to fool most of the people around us into thinking we’re better than we
actually are; they don’t know the dark things we’ve done, and they certainly
don’t know the truly horrible things we think.
But we know that God knows. He
knows every single bad deed, word and thought.
And He has the ultimate Superior Memory.
He cannot forget what we’ve done.
So some of us avoid God until we have nowhere else to turn: “Lord, I
promise if you’ll do this one thing for me, I’ll never ask you for anything
again.” Others of us make ourselves and
everyone we know miserable, trying desperately to earn God’s love, to make up
for who we are, what we’ve done. There
is no joy in the Christian faith for far too many people. We’re ruled by guilt
and shame.
The
book of Malachi was written for people like us. It’s
the last book of the Old Testament, and we don’t know much about the man who
wrote it. The name “Malachi” simply
means “messenger” in Hebrew, so we’re not entirely sure whether that’s the
prophet’s name or just a title. Whoever
he was, he wrote to God’s people in the days after they had come back home from
exile, after they had re-built the temple, and probably after Ezra and Nehemiah
had helped revive them spiritually and politically. Malachi wasn’t afraid to tell the people ways
in which they needed to change: Stop giving God sacrifices that are worthless,
stop divorcing your wives, and start tithing again. But over and over again, he wants the people
to know that God loves them. They were
descended from a generation of Jews who had lost their homeland because of
their own sin. They had come home to the
Promised Land, and it wasn’t a land of milk and honey anymore. They had their rebuilt temple and a rebuilt
Jerusalem, but a son of David didn’t rule them anymore; they took their orders
from the King of Persia now. They kept
trying to win God’s favor back, but they never felt good enough. So keep that in mind as you read Malachi
3:17. This Sunday, we'll look at what God was saying to His people through this obscure verse, and how it's a truth that can change your life forever.
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